♥You keep me going

hi world/blog/people.
went out with gab & darryl today :o
extremely stupid/hilarious/retarded -.-
was supposed to meet crystal today.
but as always she either had things to do or idk what the fuck else.
so i couldnt care less & remind her etc. whatever.

Woman sms-ed me saying she went out with Mr Leslie :o
& so how am i supposed to react to that hur.
am i supposed to go: WHAT THE FUCK WHY MANSZX?!
so no i did not do that :]
i've learnt that she isnt mine & even if she was, she has freedom :]
so why the fuck would i have to react to that HAHA.
though i was infact a little OMFG kinda thinking, idk why :o
ANYWAY i miss her, like fucking alot cos i didnt get to talk to her today.
hope she did enjoy herself today :]

moving on ..
went to cousin's house today to take a look @ her comp.
& so it was power supply burnt :o
idk how also, moreover it was w/o a graphic card.
think the comp .. its just old & it should be changed! -.-
aunt & uncle just left my place cos they came over to overlook repairs.
or not. they came here to chat & eat omfg :x

-edit @ 12:23am

L4D-ed with myself like some idk what siaopeh from IMH -.-
idk what to do without Woman :o

haha i admit i wouldnt say im completely not affected by it :/
Woman's elated today, & therefore im happy too, i guess. or not.
good night world.
I REALLY, REALLY THOUGHT OF WOMAN THE ENTIRE DAY!
:]
i miss the 5 days we went out straight.
i miss her the songs she sang.
i miss her voice.

i miss her.

i just got rejected, bye.
you've no idea how heartbroken i am.
if i had a gun right now, i would shoot my head, i swear.