♥You keep me going

hello world .
im tired . slept @ 4am yesterday .
went to gab's house @ 12am to take HDD .
Wendy's comp is dead & she needs movies :o
& so i needed the HDD . thats about it . ultra tired .

today went by too quickly .
should i be happy , or should i be sad ?
idk .

woke up this morning , went to Wendy's place .
lent her my laptop & set up everything etc .
was extremely sleeeeeeeepy throughout .
i found myself staring @ Wendy every few minutes .
like some perverted fker .
whatever la .
i have so much to say .
but i dont wanna say it at all .

ergh feeling shitty now -.-
really fucking shitty .
what should i do .

the way she looked .
the things she did .
idk , i misinterpreted every single thing .
i feel so stupid now , so fucking dumb .
how could i think like that ? :/
fuck fuck fuck -.-
fucking wishful thinking .

but im going to keep it going .
im going to wait .
and everything .

i hope you'll wait for me .
i loved today .