♥You keep me going

ITS TOTALLY TRUE OKAY .
AM NOT KIDDING .
ABOUT IT .
<3

I AM NOT GOOD WITH WORDS THOUGH .

hello blog .
v down & worried & everything today .
will explain later on .

school was okay today .
was pretty boring though , exceptionally boring .
had NAM theory test today , i think i'd do okay .
NAM Phase Test practice tomorrow , i wonder if i should go .

went to LJS @ Tampines Mall after school .
with WF , KM , William & XL .
everything was okay .
till an sms .

which read : .... "DENGUE"
i was , whathefuck .

Wendy has dengue .
idk what to do , at all .
totally . & its the first time i ever got so shocked .

honestly i dont really believe in God already .
but for Her sake , idc i've to do everything i can .

God of healing, God of hope, God of
love, heal me as you will and give me hope.
You meet me in all my weaknesses and broken
places. Those are the spots where I am
most vulnerable, least able to defend or protect
myself. Yet that’s where you find entry.
Help me to know your wholeness and power
and love there. Let me realize that you are
there waiting for me. May my helplessness
challenge me to find strength and healing in
you.

& all these i pray in God's name for Wendy .
i want her to be well again .
& she's all i ever want .
please get well soon , Wendy .
if i've to sacrifice myself for you , i would .

will add on later .